My little bundle of joy is just that. She is all the joy I need. She is the best waste of time. I spend so much of my day just staring at her and watching all of the faces she makes while she dreams. She is so animated and she smiles constantly while she sleeps. Sometimes if I run my finger by her neck I will get a smile. I am starting to think she will be ticklish and lets face it... that is so much fun!
I never imagined I could love someone this much. She is my whole world and even though she is only two weeks old I can't remember life before her. It melts my heart to see how much her daddy adores her. He comes home and immediately, picks her up and begins to interact with and snuggle with her. I feel even more in love with him because of how much he loves our daughter and I didn't even think I could love him more. It is amazing how this little girl truly softens your heart.
Sadly, today we had to have an x-ray done of her extra thumb and it was a miserable experience. Ben and I had to hold her down on a cold medal table and smash her hand between plastic plates to get the x ray images. It hurt her to do that to her hand and she screamed at the top of her lungs. Needless to say, I cried too. I can't stand the idea of someone purposely hurting my baby girl and in this case mommy and daddy were the ones inflicting the pain. It was awful. On the bright side, they are going to wait to do the surgery until she is almost a year old and I got to take an amazing nap with Madi to make up for the torture we put her through.
sorry this post is all over the place... Madilynn is only 2 weeks old. my brain is still only functioning at half ability
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