Madi is almost 7 months old and I have started to get myself together and get back into the swing of life. I have enjoyed reading again and an occasional glass of wine with the beautiful silence of a sleeping baby at the end of a long day. I make sure to get up and put the house back together every morning and make sure to take the time to make myself look human (shower and some make up). I also want to starting entertaining again. I LOVE to have people over. Hospitality is my gift!I am enjoying summer walks and days at the beach. I am working two days a week. It's not much, but it is something. I really don't like to leave Madi behind, but it is almost worth it to come home to someone that excited to see you.
I feel like a wife again. I love talking to my husband and hearing all about his super boring financial accounting classes. Trust me it is a snooze fest, but the fact that he loves it so much makes it easy to listen to him. I love that he still loves me. Having a baby and then trying to care for her 24 hours a day in those first few months can turn even the most patient, kind, loving woman into a demon. Yet, he stuck it out with me.
I have also started working out again and believe me that was necessary. I am trying to be more positive and confident. Yes, my body looks like I had a baby, but the truth is I am absolutely sure it could be a whole heck of a lot worse. So, I am going to carry myself with poise and be proud of the little person I brought into this world.
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